yeah so. so. so.

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<3Your Truly,

          AmandaLynn

Some Iron &Wine

Promis what you will*

lately she don't care for a warmer breeze or shade around the base of the maple trees spring was on the mountain we climbed upon stopped to see how high and how far we'd gone i said, 'love is waiting and better days' she smiled and placed a kiss on my waiting face promise what you will something good for me time will take it all and it will, you'll see

From Such Great Heights  am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned and I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay and true, it may seem like a stretch, but its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when I am missing you to death when you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio, I hope this song will guide you home they will see us waving from such great heights, "come down now," they'll say but everything looks perfect from far away, "come down now," but we'll stay... I tried my best to leave this all on your machine but the persistent beat it sounded thin upon listening and that frankly will not fly. you will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows with the windows down when this is guiding you home

So I am outta town this weekend.........call me, or something. Ill be home in time for that El Salvador party thingy at the nelsons.

<3yours truly,

          amandalynn

Hmm so today.....was rough. I dont know what to say. No one really has time to listen to my silly problems........ haha i am such a self pitier.....but i dont know, honestly, where'd everyone go when i need them?

       Yours Truly,

            AmandaLynn

Edit. for some reason whenever i watch TV i always get in this bad mood that makes me mad at everyone esp. boys. esp. ex bf(s). But its not like i am mad at them its like i am mad that i am mad at them. Urgh that is so confusing. Seeing other girls having to deal with all that crap guys put us through makes me want to just call up every jerk ive ever had anything with and just scream "look what you have done to the women of our society, playing us like we are stupid" when in reality i know i dont really feel that way, and every relationship is different. Not that every guy ive had anything with is a jerk, but in that sense, we all screw up. 

Im a sucker for sweet acts of kindness. I truly cant resist any person who  not only tells people they love them but shows them that they love them. I cant wait to find that person and have them forever. I wonder what love feels like? i  cant even imagine. I mean Gods love is amazing and overwhelming, but God created us with another person in mind that will complete us in every way. I thought i was completed this one time, but umm i think that piece has been hacked into many lil pieces and is now buried with the rest of those memories. um whats it called, buried the hatcht?

Pray for me, i just need to get some stuff out but i dont who . what . to talk about.

Good night.

So today was uneventful. I woke up bright and early at 815 and proceeded to get ready for the choroprator. Then I ...... went to Lemstone and bought the new Mae CD, which i might add is absolutly amazing. Then to Panera, then to athletic training. I came home and washed the dogs and showered and yeah. Then Rj, melissa and Jeff came over for lasgna and RJ fixed my DVD player. Then we went to rjs and matt, rj, jeff and i played some XBOX. I suck, but i am determined to get better. I hate losing though.  Umm I talked to matt for a lil while and mrs. elder. mrs elder is one of my faveorite people ever.  Then I took a short nap and had to drive home, and i now i am sitting here when i should really be sleeping considering i have to be up early. really early. But i like hanging out with people. and getting to know people. and i also like typing about nothing. I dont know what to say. This one person told me i sound like i always want to say something big and important and such, but in reality I am not. I honestly just spill what comes into my head and if that sounds like a big life changing statement eveytime, well, that pretty amazing. lol.I really want to live up the short time i have left before i leave for texas cause when i come back its school time. sick.

Yours Truly,

       AmandaLynn

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